Drop out.

So wat if I'm a sch drop out?
but i'm living my life to e fullest i can.
working hard to support my ownself.
working hard towards my own bike.
working hard towards my own future.

I dun feel ashamed in telling ppl i'm a drop out of SP.
At least,i noe wat am i doing now.
and will not follow back wat i did in e past.

I noe wat i did in e past to make myself drop out of sp.
went thru so much to realise it.
e feeling is not good at all.
ppl dun lik mi coz of mi dropping out of sch.
ppl i love deeply leave mi coz i'm not studying.
how much more hurts can i get?
i feel so lost thru out.
all alone.

till i realise,
i shldnt live my life for others.
i shld live it for my own.

Realising is my own fault making myself drop out of sch.
no one is in fault.
at 1st i feel is someone else who make mi drop out of sch,
but it is not.
Is u,urself who coz so much things to happen and dun blame anyone else.
Is mi,myself who make my life become tis way.

i choose tis path.
No one force mi to choose tis path.
i make myself so miserable sometimes.
but still,
i'm glad i've chosen tis path.
At least i'm much happier now.
but again,am i really happy?
oh well.

being at an age of 18plus only.
i need to tink alot.alot more than any other youngsters.
shyt it man.

Can u imagine i've been trying to blog something nice since afternoon?
my brain is not functioning properly.
shyt it.

had a sudden feeling of wanting to cry.
i duno y.
e feeling is so sudden.
sigh.

being v emo these few days.
wondering y oso.
i duno y.
hai.
dun ask mi y oso.

i feel so sucky over some things.
i shldnt be feel tt way.
i shld feel happy for them.
but again,
i feel sucky.
i really shld feel happy for them.
at least they can still have tt feelings again.
not lik mi.
siggh...

feel so abandon by tis world recently.
feel so so abandon by tis world.
feel so alone once again.
shyt it.
wonderin y oso.

today whole day at home.
other than go cut hair.
new hairstyle.
new mi.haha.
as if will have new mi.
haha.

aiai working till late today ma.
so cant meet noh.
i oso no mood go find her.
haha.

feel lik going clubbing.
wondering how it would be lik.
haha.
duno.

i feel lik going mia from everything now.
i need a break from everything.
sighh.
mia from everything shall i?
wonders.

mom and bro going genting on 9june-11june.
i cant join then coz i cant take leave.
shall be staying at home noh.
aiai might be coming over to acc mi.
hopefully she is coming over.=)

Has not been feelin well for whole day le.
since i wake up.
siggh.
when i wake up,
i cant tok,
my voice was hoarse.
i cant breathe,
my nose is all stuck wif mucas.
irrating.

i shall go off to bed le.
tata.
nite.

lovely tune signing off.