Lost.

Is monday again.
Haa.
tis sentence always remind mi of cruz teng of yes 933 who always say

:"Is Friday!!".
haa.
*lame*.

current mood is lost.
Duno y oso.
time now is 11:16am.
been feeling kind of lost since morning 8am.
really duno y.
hai.
v hate tt feeling.

my wk juz pass by lik no one's business.
indeed is no one's business.
is only mine.
am i rite?
ha.

every wk i'm passing my days lik e same.
everyday work.
monday & tuesday will not get to meet mr gip.
wed sometimes will get to meet mr gip but most of e time no.
thurs get to meet him up coz of salsa class.
fri depends.
sat definately will meet,juz sometimes e time spend is so little.
haiz.
sun depends on my mr gip,but most of e time i dun get to see him.
unless i throw my temper again.
but he wouldnt lik it,definately.

duno y am i feeling tis again.
haiz.
no idea indeed.
lost and alone.
sigh.

i noe deep in my heart i'm not alone.
i got my pri buddies wif mi,ada and lots of other frenz wif mi.
but how much can u trust ur frenz?
i dun tink i can.

i noe my mr gip is wif mi all e while lik how he've been dere for mi

all along.
but still,
feeling insecure sometimes.
i really wonder y too.
haiz.

sometimes i tink i'm really lik a jinx or something lik tt la.
feeling tt since long time ago.
and feel tt again on sat,
when mr gip,mi and his frenz went to watch Rush Hr 3 at cineleisure.
haiz.
i seems lik making him being outcast of his frenz.
i duno la.
but still i feel so.
haiz.

i indeed need a break.
a break from my usual lifestyle.
nowadays i'm living my life lik a repeated movie.
every single day is e same,
every single thing i do seems to be all in a special routine.
indeed i need a break isn't it?
haa.

been long since i go for my bike prac,
i'm lazy and tired to go.
feeling v restless everytime i tink of going.
haiz.
duno oso la.

i hate being alone.
i really hate being alone.
haiz.
i noe i'm not alone.
but still feeling veri lonely sometimes.
i duno oso.
haiz.

i miss my mr gip lots.
though is only lik one day i din get to meet him,
but i really miss him.
haiz.

e sudden feeling of lost is really not good and comfy definately.
ok,i noe i'm toking rubbish.
who will lik e feeling of lost?
i dun for sure.

ok,gonna go.
haa.
enuf of my rubbish le.

Lost,
Minn.