Utterly Useless?

Feeling utterly useless recently.
maybe is coz of things happening aro mi ba.
i'm not v sure abt it oso.
Treating life as happy as i can be.

Feeling lost and unsure abt my life too.
Wonders do hits mi lots recently.
Hope i'll be fine soon.

Thanks to xiao pang,
He been acc mi for lunches recently and dinners sometimes.
Most of e times he is paying for my lunches and dinners.
Coz he noe i dun have much money left for tis month.
Own him lots.
Thanks xiao pang.=D

He been real nice to mi recently too.
Coming down all e way from sengkang to my place to pillon mi out or send mi home.
Really thanks!~
Promise him will pillon him out when i got my baby bike!~
Haaa.

Been trying to decide wat bike to buy when i pass.
X9,Runner or vespa.
Kind of duno.
Vespa is out if i wanna go msia wif e rest.
I'll have a super duper hard time chasing them.
grrr.
But is my fav.
=(

X9 or runner?
Most probably will be runner ba.
Hee.
X9 look too heavy for mi.
I kind of undecided abt these 2.
Grrr.

Beening going for drinking session wif xiao pang they all these 2 wks.
Last wk was worst.
Xiao pang got drunk and we(micheal and i) gonna sent him home.
Poor micheal gonna carry him thru and fro as xiao pang sometimes wanna vomit.
Grrr.
Din expect him to be drunk.
I din drink much as i scare i'll be drunk.
Drink chivas anyway.

Ytd went to tis memories ktv bar wif xiao pang and his frenz.
Micheal join us after tt.
Drink beer.
I SWEAR BEER IS HUNDRED TIMES YUCKER THAN CHIVAS!!!
Grrr.

Head for work today.
Grrrr.
Gonna work for e next 2 sat still.
My wkns are gone lik these!!!~=(

I wanna change job!!!~
Grrr.
Beening tinking of joining bbdc.
LOL!~
E pay is lik a few hundred bucks more than my current pay.
GRRR!!!
Gonna apply liao!~
HMPH!!

Something happy to share.
Hq is pregnant.
E other day she told mi e baby was abnormal,i feel so sad.
But e baby is fine now.
Only doesnt noe will Hq keep e baby or abort.
But no matter wat her decision are,i'll support her.
If she decided to keep,
I'll be god mom by end of year!~
My 1st god child.
Heee!!!~

Recently been loving a few songs.
Below is one of those.=D

吴克群-为你写诗
作词:吴克群作曲:吴克群

爱情是一种怪事
我开始全身不受控制
爱情是一种本事
我开始连自己都不是
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说
最美的是你的名字

爱情是一种怪事
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
爱情是一种本事
我在你心里什么位置
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗

为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说
最美的是你的名字

为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说
最美的是你的名字

我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的样子
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的样子