Stop blaming mi will u?

I DID NTH WRONG AT ALL...
NTH...
NTH WRONG AT ALL...
I'M GOOD ENUF FOR SOMEONE REAL TO LOVE MI...

U FCUKING TINK I DUN WAN GO TO E SAME SCH AS U RITE?
U GOT FCUKING USE UR BLOODY BRAIN AND TINK ANOT?
DID U BLOODY USE UR BRAIN AND TINK ANOT?
HOW MUCH I DID JUZ TO FIND A SCH TT I CAN GO IN TOG WIF U DE?
DID I?
DID U GO AND FCUKING TINK?
EVEN MI DROPPING OUT OF POLY,SOMEHOW IS U HAI MI DE OK?

YA NOW FCUKING U NOE HOW TO TINK TT WAT I USED TO DO WHEN HOW BAD U TREATED MI?
GOT USE?
MY PAIN,MY HURT WILL JUZ GO AWAY IN TIS WAY?
U GO FCUKING USE UR BLOODY BRAIN AND TINK LA!!!
GO AND TINK HOW MUCH HURT IT IS IN UR HEART IF U WERE TO CRY ON EVERY SINGLE THING U SEE!!!
U GO BLOODY TINK!!!

DO U NOE HOW PAINFUL IT IS?
TO CRY ON EVERY SINGLE THING I SEE?
EVEN MI GOING TO WORK OSO CAN MAKE MI CRY?
A CAR PLATE SIMILAR TO UR MOM'S CAN OSO MAKE MI CRY?
EVEN A 3 LETTER WORD I SAW I CAN CRY!!!
EVEN MY CLOTHES MAKE MI CRY...
JUZ EVERYTHING I SAW WILL MAKE MI CRY...
DO U NOE HOW PAINFUL IT IS MA?
DO U NOE HOW PAINFUL IT IS MA?
E PAIN,E HURT IN MY HEART.
U CAN FEEL?

I BLOODY CUT MY HAND JUZ TO LEAVE A SCAR JUZ FOR U...
TO LET MYSELF NOE HOW MUCH PAIN AND HURT U GIF TO MI...
I CUT MYSELF DUNO HOW MANY TIMES ALREADY...
JUZ TO EASE E PAIN IN MY HEART...
I ALMOST JUMP DOWN FROM MY FAV HIDEOUT AGAIN AND AGAIN...
U SAW MI WANTING TO JUMP ALOT OF TIMES OSO...
DUN FEEL PAIN IN E HEART AT ALL RITE?
U DUN RITE?
YA,UR HEART IS DEAD FROM EVERYTHING I DO...

DUN I DESERVE TO BE TREATED WELL AND LOVE WHOLEHEARTEDLY?
AGAIN AND AGAIN,
EVEN STRANGERS CARE ABT MI MORE THAN U DO SINCE LAST TIME...
WAT'S E POINT OF DOING ALL THESE NOW AND HURT MI EVEN MORE?

DUN RUN AWAY LE LA...
E ONE MISSING MI IS NOT OUR SONS LA....
IT SHLD BE U LA...
A 23 YR OLD TO BE GUY DUNO HOW TO EXPRESS HIMSELF?
EVEN MI A 19 YR OLD GONNA BE GIRL CAN OSO CHASE AFTER GUY TT I LIKE...
WTF!!!

MY MENTAL HEALTH IS NOT IN NORMAL WORKING CONDITION ANYMORE JUZ BECOZ OF U OK?
HAPPY?
I CANT TINK PROPERLY...
I CANT RMB THINGS PROPERLY...
I CANT DO THINGS PROPERLY...
HAPPY?

EVEN MY ONLINE FRENZ CARES ABT MI...
I GUESS WE ARE NOT EVEN FRENZ U NOE?
FRENZ CARE FOR EACH OTHER LIK NO ONE'S BUSINESS...
WAT ABT U?
DID U EVER CARE DID U HURT MI?
DO U EVER TINK ABT MI?
BLOODY HELL...

I'M FCUKING MORE USEFUL THAN U R NOW OK?
I'M FCUKING MORE USEFUL THAN U R NOW OK?
I'M WORKING...
I NOE I MIGHT NOT BE IN POLY OR JC OR WATEVER SCH...
BUT I'M WORKING TO EARN MONEY TO FEED MY OWNSELF AND SOON MY VESPA...
WAT ABT U?
USING PARENTS' MONEY,PARENTS' CAR...
I MIGHT NOT BE ABLE TO REALLY GET MY OWN VESPA...
BUT I'M WORKING HARD TOWARDS IT...
WAT ABT U?
FANCY STILL USING PARENTS' MONEY AT TIS AGE?
GLAD FOR U TT U FOUND TT MAID OF URS....
SHE CAN PROVIDE EVERYTHING FOR YA RITE?
HAHA...
GOOD NOH...
NO NEED GO EARN MONEY..
UR MOM WILL NOT WORRY TT SHE HAI U IN ANYWAY LOH...
NOT LIK I'LL HAI U LOH...
GOOD GOOD GOOD...

TAKE GOOD GOOD GOOD CARE AND MAKE SURE SHE DUN RUN AWAY WIF PPL JUZ LIK WAT U DID TO MI LOH!~
GOD BLESS YA!~