PND?

PND?I'm posting using my ndsl again,lying dwn on e sofa @ mom's place.mood is nt gd,tummy feeling hungry but i dun feel lik eating anything.i'm really wondering if i'm having pnd,dun ask mi wat is it if u dunno.

vi is nt here tonite,he went bk hm 2 slp partially coz he is working tmr n oso of wat MIL said.From wat Vi told mi abt wat MIL said makes mi more moody.well,i noe i wldnt say tt 2 little enyi next time 4 sure.

w/o vi by my side,i feel veri moody veri easily,am i too sticky to him already?i guess so.been 6mths since having him slping by my side every single day,nw w/o him,is kind of weird.

mood is extremely nt good.dun ask mi y,coz i cant really explain y oso.coz of confinement,maybe?coz of e food?coz of evrything?i dunno oso,.juz noe mood swing is terrible.

only 1 wk has pass n i'm already going bonkers soon.hw am i going to survive another 3 wks?hai.sian.

really hate confinement esp wif e relatives comin n kind of make mi feel they r here to kajiao which i hate it lots.comin to visit is fine,but e words n their actions i really dun lik it.if i cn say anything,i wld much prefer they shut their mouths n tie hands if they really nd to visit.BUT I WLD MUCH PREFER THEM NT COMING.their visitings dun make feel better.instead it makes mi feel worst,nt as if they cn open their ears n listen to mi,my tots n everything.

vi n i have already decided to only gif cakes to relatives n frenz 4 little enyi's 1st mth.i much prefer tis way,coz buffet @ PIL's place makes mi feel tt little enyi is some kind of exhibition at e museum or some aliens.no one gonna chg my decision over tis.

juz sms sumthing to vi.wonder wat his feelings is after seeing e sms.

i dunno wat to blog le,feelin much better after blogging.gonna go watch guess X3 le.tata all!